hey guys, boredom has bought me here. right now i just want to roll around in bed with a cosy novel (can inanimate objects be cosy?), but i have a test to study for, and sketches to sketch urgh. i have such up and down days with uni.
met up with the group yesterday (?), lovely time :) i was happy to just sit and soak in their company. wow, i sound pretty hermit.
umm *awkward silence*
yeah..
bought a kathy reichs novel today, BONES <3 TEMPERANCE BRENNAN <3, wont be the same, but anything goes!!
bookstore in northlands closing down! as kath and i put it, "TRAGEDY!" but everythings 5 bucks (:O) so go grab them!! the authors werent best sellers or anything though, i assume the sales been on a while now. i think im gonna go back to have a proper look. yeah.
what ive noticed recently is that i have expectations of people, well no shit we all do, but i dunno, i think i expect more from people now. i wouldnt say more, but im more aware everytime im disappointed now. and it lingers at the back of my mind and as they build up, i snap, and think unkind thoughts. but i shove that all away. and it stays away till im sad and it all comes back, LOL what am i saying ==
edward cullen.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
another mini essay :)
im waiting for my gay net to load soompi atm so i thought id drop by here :) seriously, wathcing a page load is like watching grass grow atm..WHAT IS WRONG BIGPOND? YOU ARE BRINGING WOE INTO MY MUNDANE LIFE!!! i can never have enough impatience when it comes to the internet.
anyways i was wathcing the news before and the stations are starting to bring back the SEP11 anniversary thing again *cue waterworks. it was actually quite sad, esp the building jumpers. sundaynightshow or some shit interviewed a few survivors/spouse and there was a really sad story. this lady said that morning when she and her husband were getting for work he said 'come here and let me kiss you :)' and she said 'no, i have lipstick on T_T, maybe tonight' and he died that day. i always see that stuff in books and fanfics but the sadness increases by the tenfold when you hear about it in reality.
on a random note, i want a diary, not to store my thoughts and memories, but to store my dreams. theyre fascinating, but i forget them after like half an hour.
but im not one to commit myself to a diary anyway. lol, got rid of THAT aspiration quickly.
maybe one day, when i can be bothered writing. :)maybe when i dream of a girl and a boy in a meadow talking about crazy shit. (that was a reference to twilight <3)
thats it from me, im going to take a quick browse through soompi then study. exam tomorrow woooo, i hate it when assignemnts/tests/exams are only out of, say, 20 marks cause then one mistake equates to 5% off already. so gayyyyy id rather have 100 questions worth 1 mark each. itd be less stressing. cause if you dont know the answer? skip it, just 1 mark off, whereas with these mini exams, if you dont know the answer? tough luck, fuck up again and you're screwed.
ciao
anyways i was wathcing the news before and the stations are starting to bring back the SEP11 anniversary thing again *cue waterworks. it was actually quite sad, esp the building jumpers. sundaynightshow or some shit interviewed a few survivors/spouse and there was a really sad story. this lady said that morning when she and her husband were getting for work he said 'come here and let me kiss you :)' and she said 'no, i have lipstick on T_T, maybe tonight' and he died that day. i always see that stuff in books and fanfics but the sadness increases by the tenfold when you hear about it in reality.
on a random note, i want a diary, not to store my thoughts and memories, but to store my dreams. theyre fascinating, but i forget them after like half an hour.
but im not one to commit myself to a diary anyway. lol, got rid of THAT aspiration quickly.
maybe one day, when i can be bothered writing. :)maybe when i dream of a girl and a boy in a meadow talking about crazy shit. (that was a reference to twilight <3)
thats it from me, im going to take a quick browse through soompi then study. exam tomorrow woooo, i hate it when assignemnts/tests/exams are only out of, say, 20 marks cause then one mistake equates to 5% off already. so gayyyyy id rather have 100 questions worth 1 mark each. itd be less stressing. cause if you dont know the answer? skip it, just 1 mark off, whereas with these mini exams, if you dont know the answer? tough luck, fuck up again and you're screwed.
ciao
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