seeking title as freelance blogger

"Diabetes, affecting over 366 million people worldwide, is currently the fastest growing chronic condition" 
YEEEEEEE got my first sentence out for one of my essays. im awesome. and ive got three sentences down for this blogpost. four. five..six. yeah ok maybe ill continue to work on my work. 
JUST WANTED TO SAY THOUGH, that, i soo cant be bothered right now :( cuase i havent done any research and i dont know hwere to start with this reesearch. maybe ill do some research first. 

you know whats awesome. a "freelance blogger". how does one become a freelance blogger? it sounds so cool. Uyen Hua, freelance blogger. LOL do i have to get paid to blog to become a freelance blogger? or do i need to write about useful "stuff"? or perhaps make sense? orr be unemployed and philosophical? or do i need to have a publicised blog? do i need sponsers? do i need to be famous? do i need to be able to write a proper essay without getting distracted? do i need to smoke some pot and go through life experiences that are worthy of blogging about? do i need to hone in on one topic and explore it in great detail? do i need pictures of a sperm whale? do i need to ask more questions? do i need to stop asking questions? 
yeah i just did a google search. you need to get hired to be a freelance blogger. WELL DAMN YOU im an unemployed, unofficial freelance blogger. emphasis on the free. (cause i dont get paid and cause im not hired im free tow rite what i wish?) i think explaining a "joke" ruins it, but sometimes i get gripped with a fear that my jokes wont get understood and then itll just pass by unacknowledged. half the time my jokes arent understood, the other half of the time it passes by unacknowledged :(. story of my life. 

but enough about me, freelance blogging, and more me. i shall stop procrastinating and start motivating (myself). 

maybe i should type properly first before i become an unofficial freelance blogger. rest assured, i still remember how to use capital letters etc. 

work, a list, teachers

Another blogpost! My gosh Uyen, youre on a roll! its not that i have something to say, its just that in my moments of boredom, im turning to this more. i find this quite enjoyable. writing about jackall.
and yeah. i dunno what to say. i had work today, then i went home, showered, ate, slept.
not to be too abrupt and random, but

reasons to live:
-family and friends
-books
-experiences, old and new
-how long do you get to live for? a lifetime. how long to you get to be dead for?  an eternity.
-feelings and emotions
-cake. food
-the things you love
-the things you like
-the things you hate
-eye candy
-candy
-passion
-thoughts

it sucks, well-for me, that it takes a tragedy to appreciate the gift of life. even then i dont think i can ever truly be grateful for my life lol. its hard not to take it for granted because i am surrounded by life, we all are. and theres always the inevitable truth that we will all die. so like, make me eternally youthful and ill give the appreciation thing a go.

why the fuck is she talking about this weird life shit you ask? at work today, i asked a regular customer "how have you been X?" (his name is not actually X) and he said "not too good but glad to be alive! ill take it any way i can have it!" and yeah. ive got ep!c st0ry t3lling skillz br0.

I also learnt about a drug at work today. Solone. its an anti-inflammatory taken usually once daily. excessive or prolonged use can lead to hypotension. andd holy shit ive forgotten everything about it already ._. yeah, thats all i remember.

also random, but, i have such a new profound respect for teachers. their job is to basically change a lot of people's lives for the better, shaping their future. like at least 20+ students every year. years of teaching = hundreds of students headed towards a better future and education. thats pretty awesome. we're all what we are today, and you are able to read what im saying and im able to write what im writing today because of teachers. there should be a global teachers day. like japan has. theyre so fundamental for our future, and for my future.
and its quite a skill to have to be able to teach- to have to shape how you talk and present new content in a way that is understood by a class of students has got to be pretty darn hard. i for one would just quit and cry in a corner if faced with such a situation.

i dont like ticket inspectors though. when i see them, i get this flight/fight response and just want to punch them in the face then run away as fast as i can. after i get my ticket/myki checked. i do not buy a ticket/touch on for nothing!
i need a car.

titanic, july, cookies, world peace

hello blog. i have nothing to put on the plate today. im just really bored. someone recommend me a good book, ANYONE. i wrote down this list of books i wanted to read when i was browsing bookshop sites or w/e the other day, and i put it in my pant pocket, and then that pant pocket went in the wash, along with that list. so :( hahah that just reminded me of titanic
carl: i put the diamond in my coat, I PUT THE COAT ON HER!!
i dont really see the correlation either but what gives. its my blog.

mark this day btw. not literally but nts. huddle finally had a successful huddate. what i love about us is that its very easy going company. not the bad kind. we're all just at ease with ourselves.

this month is july. next month is gonna be hectic. it will be august. placement, assignments due? um open day? full scale uni experience. thats okay, only a few 3498502943 more days till our next break.

i havent been shopping in about 100 years. and i like to exercise the art of exaggeration. but i really need to go. i have no shoes to wear :( and no clothes to wear. no face to make. LOL joking i have a face. its on my face HAHA ok lame not-joke.

im eating those anzac cookies. it tastes like crunchy butter. which is why i eat a tonne a day - another exaggeration.

i want a nice car. and for justice to prevail and an eternity of world peace. but baby steps. one want at a time :). and right now i need a car. TO GET ME PLACES.

and yeah.

you and i just had a full fledged conversation (exaggeration?) in a matter of minutes!  see ya ladaaa

i was enchanted to meet you

uni starts again tomorrow. im gonna skip the whole speech about how this semester will be different and that ill work so hard and do the very best i can.
i just wanted to reflect ("reflect") on this past holiday. i dunno. ive kind of learnt a lot. and ive realised a lot. and im happy to say that i have friends who will be with me through thick and thin. and that i have friends who make me happy. genuine happy. not so-so, but really happy. (repeat after me: REAL. HAPPY.)

i also had friends i had a lot of care and respect for. and ive learnt that i dont let go of shit really easily. it stays there and it either hurts me or angers me. ive never really had a fallout before, but i suck at taking care of myself. i dont think i make sense right now. some people i held close to me just really hurt my feelings this holidays. and i dont realy know how to handle it. the only way i know how is to eliminate the source. LOL. i sound like im on some mission. well, ABORT MISSION. i dunno lol. i wish i had a butler in my head to guide me through all my emotions. do i get emotional?
i feel like a lot of people are taking me for granted. my cajoling mood makes it easy for people to laugh AT me, or assume that i have a lot of patience and forgiveness. or that i will accept a lot of shit. is that true? lol, which is why im gonna distance myself from some people who make me feel dismissed, misunderstood or disregarded. im not saying im a queen and a goddess deserving of all your attention, but im not an inferior  nobody either.
listening to taylor swift does this to me. LOL it makes me sob about myself. lame.

to conclude, i want to ramble about osmethign that makes me happy instead. i reread the vampire acadamy series this week. now before you scoff and go 'omg not another vampire novel someone shut this girl up', i can assure you, its not your typical vampire novel. like, vampires arent even the WOW factor of the story, and it certainly is an original plotline. and the girl does not fall in love iwth a vampire (technically speaking). lol. its just a society where vampires exist :) trusst me.
i stepped into this world with a SUPER CYNICAL view of the series, trust me. i was like PSH another vagmpire novel trying to follow twilights success, but its mindblowing story changed my mind pretty fast :). trusst me?
the genre is not romance, its more..romance. LOL jks, its i dont even know. its a whole new thing. its a fantasy world with a reality. its like, its AWESOME. ive written a proper review for this series in my bloig somehwere last year.
lol sorry im typing and typoing all over today. im kind of in a rush cause i need to pee and yeah i just wanna finish this off.
rose :)

uni tmr oh no :( i actually dont mind uni cuas i just sit there and write then go next class etc. i just really hate getting up early. like, i. hate. it. yes i know, im blessed to have education and a bed to sleep on etc, but getting up early is such an uncomfortable feeling :(
you know what motivates me to get up though? if im late. once i was an hour late to work and when i realised, mannn i had never been more eager to rock up to work lol. bolted right out of my bed. beds are warm. why cant our beds just like..float to uni then set us down, and then a microchip gets inserted into our heads with all of todays content and then our bed transports us back home. :) is that a bit too outside the box?

i was meant to conclude with vampire acadamy. now i COULD cut and psate that paragraph down here, bt ceebs. hahaha

i want to finish this post off with a bang. i dont know what would make a good bang.
dakara, therefore

BANG.

It's just a fantasy

You know what sucks. When you long to be part of a world that you really can't be a part of. What sucks even more is that it's not a world you conjure up, but someone else's. So when they stop writing, you kind of stop getting a glimpse of that fantasy too.
And it sucks because when you're back in reality, you realise that it's just a book. It's just words jumbled together to tell a story that isn't real. These people don't exist and neither do these places. I so badly long to know these characters as people, but we all know I'm just deluding myself.

And I'm not really into autobiographies so bad luck for me.


(It was such a short post so I went through and corrected my grammar-for once. And although its not conventional to start a sentence with 'And', I'm keeping it. I like them :D)

gee oh dee

im not thoroughly educated on my faith, nor do i reflect, or practise it or preach it. but im going to lay down an opinion anyway.
i see it on facebook, tumblr, conversations, everywhere about how like..God will always lead you, and that he'll never make life too hard for you, how he will take away your pain etc. i dont think its true lol. not in a bad sense, if that makes sense. we bring on our own demise. our faith can guide us, but we cant blame any misfortunes or good fortunes on God. I think the furthest it goes is that he gave us life. And with that, we live the way we choose it to be. some of us are born into poverty and others far from it, thats not in the hands of God. its quite literally in the hands of our parents, our demographic and their socioeconomic status.
a lot of people, a lot of non christian people, always bring up in their 'argument' the whole 'if God was real why are there people suffering etc.' but really lol. He's not meant to serve us all and make life a dream when all we do is complain. He created the universe like yonks ago, watched us mess up, drowned us (think Noah) then made the covenant to not do that again. This is him keeping that promise despite us destroying earth and straying from him. So we cant sit and complain or expect him to 'heal' the world after we fault it over and over. The healing kind of needs to start with us. Not through God's miracles, or a walking Messiah.


lol. not a random blog post, it was provoked out of me. if you disagree, so be it.