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VCE and family e,
shinde kudasai. soshite, anata no family tree mo shinde kudasai. arigatou.
uyen yori

got my japanese practise sac back today. thank god it was a practise haha. when sensei came to talk to me i dunno why but i just cried. i dont belong in that class lol. at the start of the year, my horoscopes said that if i dont focus on my weaknesses, it will be my downfall. and omg its so right. but its so hard with japaense. you cant jst sit down and study it. you ahve to use it, expose yourself to it. godammit. cbf with that shit man.
and i realise that i REALLY suck at general conversation. i find it ok to talk about like...technology or japaense food, culture, shoes, holidays etc. BUT I SUCK MAJORLY AT TALKING BAOUT MYSELF. probs cuase im so boring. all i could get out was twilight, bones, im very busy in yr 12, yr 12 is hard, i had a pet roast chicken. T_T

and i have shit vocab. so i cant really talk about myself properly. meh.

i got my mid years back. double meh. numbed it out of my brain HAHA. never knew a letter on paper could mean so much. at least i didnt get a D. i was dreading that. I NEED A GOOD UMAT NOWWW. i wish we got htese resutls earlier. so id take umat more seriously. studied earlier TT_TT. aish

but i was reflecting (yes i reflect) and i realised i need better exam strategy. cuase i go in tehre, zoom through the exam, take a break then just read over my answers. and i really need to take multiple choice more seriously. i cbfed and guessed a few of them in the exam. and i need to study more seriously.
lst year and this year it was reading notes then doing practise exams, congratulating myself for the questions i got correct, and telling hte ones i got wrong TO GO DIEEEE.
it was pretty amusing actually.

until the results came.
at lesat im motivated now. hope it lasts the last few months.

I SAW ECLIPSE AGAIN. hottest shit ever. riley and edward (L) riley was cast really well. god. why did he have to die TT_TT

and you knwo what ticks me off. when guys blame everything on PMS. ITS SOO ANNOYING. cant girls have emotions too? gosh. like..has it ever occured to you dude that you just might be an asshole? yeah. think about it.

but yes. Eclipse was good.