another mini essay :)

im waiting for my gay net to load soompi atm so i thought id drop by here :) seriously, wathcing a page load is like watching grass grow atm..WHAT IS WRONG BIGPOND? YOU ARE BRINGING WOE INTO MY MUNDANE LIFE!!! i can never have enough impatience when it comes to the internet.

anyways i was wathcing the news before and the stations are starting to bring back the SEP11 anniversary thing again *cue waterworks. it was actually quite sad, esp the building jumpers. sundaynightshow or some shit interviewed a few survivors/spouse and there was a really sad story. this lady said that morning when she and her husband were getting for work he said 'come here and let me kiss you :)' and she said 'no, i have lipstick on T_T, maybe tonight' and he died that day. i always see that stuff in books and fanfics but the sadness increases by the tenfold when you hear about it in reality.

on a random note, i want a diary, not to store my thoughts and memories, but to store my dreams. theyre fascinating, but i forget them after like half an hour.
but im not one to commit myself to a diary anyway. lol, got rid of THAT aspiration quickly.
maybe one day, when i can be bothered writing. :)maybe when i dream of a girl and a boy in a meadow talking about crazy shit. (that was a reference to twilight <3)

thats it from me, im going to take a quick browse through soompi then study. exam tomorrow woooo, i hate it when assignemnts/tests/exams are only out of, say, 20 marks cause then one mistake equates to 5% off already. so gayyyyy id rather have 100 questions worth 1 mark each. itd be less stressing. cause if you dont know the answer? skip it, just 1 mark off, whereas with these mini exams, if you dont know the answer? tough luck, fuck up again and you're screwed.

ciao