i got hit with ranodm infections on sunday and toay is sunday which means its been a week z z feels like 10 years. makes me feel so dirty having all these bugs urghhhhh. i miss health. just wanna bitch slap my poor excuse of an immune system. tho i guess all these infections ahve beat me to it. (get it?)
i had kk with the group on thursday. which was good :) but then when i went to start up my car and go meet my incompetent doctor, it wouldnt start. then hell ensued under the scorching over-enthused sun. with my sullen face and sweaty body i missed a tram and awaited another. as if that wasnt enough some indian guy started hitting on me as if i wasnt already greasing him off. (not racist or anything, but why do indian guys always hit on me? its sooo random because indian guys arent my type and i sure as hell dont want to be theirs)
once i got to the drs, the receptionist asked me which doctor i wanted to see. i was like 'not fussed :)' not knowing i just lay out my own death bed. the receptionist goes 'oh ok! ill let you see dr. irgjljsgr. she'll be very happy to see you, she hasnt seen a patient in ages!! shes just sitting in her room! :)'
i was all smiles. she was all smiles.
until i saw the doctor. man i can see why shes not popular. she looked so bored to see me. didnt know what she was talking about either. i cracked a few jokes and tried to get a good dr-pt relationship going on but nah she wasnt having it haha. which got a part of me worried becuase i always like to have my drs emotionally invested in me so that theyll be more inclined to give me the best damn treatment LOL. but whatever!
she wrote down some meds for me which for my own privacy i wont say. but they contraindiated with each other so i was like 'would it be better to start this after ive finished this course?' and she was like 'OHHH yes thank you for reminding me. you clever girl'
i wasnt clever, it was common knowledge. so after taht i was like man not coming back, she needs to go back to school.
so as i was leaving thought id give her a big grin to show my appreciation but nah she wasnt having that either. WHY ARE YOU A DOCTOR IF YOU DONT CARE FOR YOUR PATIENTS?!
but after that was sorted i trammed back to my car. checked to see if it was working to which it wasnt so i called mum. we then called insurance who took their time. hours later im crying from exhaustion before some fucking allianz guy rocks up. i was relieved to see him until his cheery face started chuckling at my state.
the insurance company i am with is merc so can i just say I FEEL LIED TO. i dont need some merc guy to rock up but if theyre affiliated with allianz, thats something the buyer should know. dont have an issue with allianz or anything, but still, it was suprising to see. i felt LIED TO.
turns out my battery was messed up so he changed it over and viola, done.
then i drove home, cried some more then slept.
that was by far my worst day this year. good old 2013. squeezing in one extra misfortune. makes me think of mental health class. RESILIENCE YO. im at the bottom of the ocean but im gonna leap out on a giant lobster or something.
going to a diff doctor tmr to sort out some new symptoms that have arisen. i must have been a bad girl becuase this is all im getting for christmas :(
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