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hello darling. i amback. exam studies seem to be going okay so i have decided to give myself time off to bludge and blog.
today i was watching videos about society's vampires, ghosts and supernatural entities. I have never believed in it. Like ever. Ever. I don't really believe what is not tangible. Seeing is believing! my one exception being God. but even then, i only truly put my faith in God after reading the bible as a child, and feeling a 'connection' of sorts.
but other than that, anything supernatural can kiss my ass. i just find it so ridiculous. there is no fool proof hard evidence and yet so  many people walk around so confidently declaring their close encounters with the haunted. we are just humans. how can we be anything other than human? :/ and why the hell do all ghosts just randomly knock shit over? == where is the point in that? LOL. 'yeah EVERY NIGHT, MY PANTRY DOOR GETS OPENED :O'. yes, i am a ghost out to open your pantry door every night. you better watch out! one day its gonna be your window im opening!

tehre was this other video where the guy with his 'ghostbusters' (yes its their actual occupation) walk into this supposedly haunted house. and they holler at the ghosts going 'COME GET US, COME SHOW US WHAT YOU GOT MATE' lol and then one of the guys goes 'omg my back feels like its burning! check it for me guys!' and he opens his shirt and lo behold, there is thismassive burn mark on his back. he gets it checked up and it turns out to be the sign of the devil! :O if ghosts were real, they were once human, why so mean to other humans?

i dunno, everything just seems too cliche to be real. Super creepy scenery, brave men, darkness and moving objects. it all seems like a cheap scare.
lol ive just been reminded of a year 9 camp, where i stood outside a cabin with hair over my face and a torch under my head. LOLOL good times.

but seriously, why cant ghosts do something else for a change? dont go opening pantry doors and dropping spoons on the floor. make me a sandwich.
which reminds me, thre was this other video where this ghost hunter lady walks into the haunted house holding some human device that records noise, and she goes 'WHO ARE YOU?' and then you hear 'sjalkdrjhga;lejglerjgrajghlerjgkladjgfljsglarjgekj' as a reply. The translation is 'My name is Mark' == like seriously? you got a name from static? and then she goes "how did you die" which was folllowed by more static which translated to 'suicide' etc.
Many argue that its the spirit that lingers, seeking peace or whatever. they talk of spirit being a seperate entity to humans. and yet the spooking images of ghost look like humans, with a head, arms, legs and shit LOL. what makes our species so special that in death, we can still stay on earth?

There was this other video that showed CLEAR EVIDENCE OF THE PARANORMAL which was this caught footage of a 'mist'. they  used this machine that detects image as well as temperature. becuase you know, ghosts have a temperature. and basically they caught this image of a white mist by this table and that mist had a temperature of like 20 degrees. I got to admit, at that point i was like 'oh wow, who am i to know if the supernatural exists. maybe there is something out there'. but then in this other video of CLEAR EVIDENCE OF THE PARANORMAL, they caught a similar image of a mist at the end of a hallway except the temerpature went UP when it hit the entity. so now it just looks like a massive fraud. and whats even funnier is that the people went 'MATE, WHEN WE SAW THAT, WE HAD TO GO BACK TO SEE MORE' so they went back, set up a camera etc. and they managed to catch an image of the ghost's head peaking out from behind the wall for a split second before hiding behind the wall again. LOL. what a shy ghost. randomly popping its head out to look at the humans. which means it has eyes. that work. how does that work? which means it must have a brain to register what its seeing. and have memory to understand what the brain registers. unless they have none of that and get really creeped out by humans and so must try and defend its territory. but then that doesnt explain why people claim they communicate and talk and understand english. What if there was a ghost that couldnt understand english? HOW DOES ANY OF THAT WORKK. how can a ghost know anything hwen it is literally nothing. and how can a camera catch nothing?

i dunno, anything caught on camera just looks fake to me becuase it can be so easily adjusted. especially when its coming from people so eager to show off thier footage of the supernatural. and how is it even visible? how can we see matter that is not there? and why does it only 'become visible' for a glimpse or two?
Like come on mr ghost, if you can close a door, have the decency to use that strength and show your face.

in my opinion, it is a cruel, cruel world. if you die from a cruel death, it does not give you a warrant to haunt this earth. you dont get that opportunity. life is not like a time slot you are assigned to fill out. and just because a place gets a lot of kills, doesnt mean theres a massive concentration of ghosts making it easier to find one ==. why dont we see ghost pigs in abattoirs then?
but i guess we will all know the truth when we die.

if i were a ghost, im not gonna do mundane shit like dropping stuff and shutting doors. ill whistle. maybe ill try and bite into a cake so humans can watch cake getting chewed and digested in thin air. or maybe ill dance and sing for them. and plant pretty flowers. and do random shit that will make it more obvious that i exist and im not out to be your typical ghost.