purple

reminiscing about the times when i tried to catch the falling leaves with my friends. and then we threw her shoe up the tree. 

i miss happiness born from such a simple moment. 

now i just expect and want so f*ucking much. its worse cause its not expectations within myself, but my environment. which is hardly controllable unless i go hulk manipulation and sulk. 

i just feel like going into a garden (backyard) and planting a tree. an apple tree. cusae then i can eat apples. we actually had an apple tree. but then my dad cut it down cause it was so ugly. and cast it aside to rot with its fellow leafmates. i could also do with a berry tree. because come on, berries! best flavour ever. i reckon anything thats edible and purple should be tried and tested. food+drink that colour always tastes good. apart from ribena, but ive yet to try it diluted. some examples include:

the purple Sugar (brand) lollies

Mother in Frosty Berry

the purple ones in lifesavers 

the purple ones in mentos

purple jols

purple warheads

purple jelly

taro cake

the grape flavoured starburst jellybeans!

the berry flavoured skittles

my friend is convinced im obsessed with eating the colour purple. but i think i just really like the berry flavour. i bet those all contain the same ingredients but whurrrtevarrrr. i will marry it to my mouth like no tomorrow.

it probably has some placebo effect on my brain, but they all taste absolutely divine! god forbid a purple alcoholic berverage makes its way into my life. 

i hvae eyed the purple MSContin tablet though. jks! im not suicidal. but hands down the most rewarding tablet to look at. 

i WOULD eat grey food, but i dont think that would be a wise choice.