2013 NY Resolution

i wasn't gonna do one because ive lost all hope with resolutions. you just feel so retarded after you realise that you did not achieve your goal. IF I CANT ACHIEVE A SINGLE GOAL, WHAT IS THERE TO LIFE? nah im kidding, thats too dramatic.
Anyways, so i was taking a shower and contemplating life, like all shower-goers do, and i had an idea.

my new years resolution is going to be to write a book. as in, a story. Not a published book or anything, although that would be lovely :(
Like, i want to write a story that is bulky enough to be called a novel if binded up. i feel like im being overly ambitious, heck i KNOW i am, but its been my dream since i could read, so why not start early to be let down early and move on early? i have this sheet i wrote in year 7 which asked me what i wanted a career in and i wrote author thats partially healthy (i dunno why i said the latter). i would actually be so happy if i could achieve this. like SOOOO happy. ive written stories when i was younger that were like 5 notebooks long, BUT I NEVER FINISHED THEM. maybe becuase i had no plan so i had no idea how to end. im typing this time so it should be easier. and im planning! not gonna draft though, cbf with that.
I SO WANNA ACHIEVE IT THIS YEAR.
I have no idea how im going to start. maybe im gonna get to know my protagonist first, and then plan out a story from her personality. Yes its gonna be a her because im not familiar with how guys think, and i just find their perspective so boring and dispassionate (sorry) and i dont want to deal with guy shit like 'morning wood'. every book from a male view goes into that and its the most awkward thing to read ever.

I would love to do fantasy, something like discovering a whole new world, but i dont think i can commit to it, keep up with the different elements or write it so that its visual and interesting enough. So im gonna keep it to the real stuff. which means no vampires.

im actually bubbling with excitement. like omgg creative writing, i havent touched that in ages!!! i dont care if i write the shittest story this town has ever seen, as long as i feel as if ive written the most boss story ever. itll be so fun!! this drive in me will probably wilt as soon as i write this post but WOOOO!! WRITER'S BLOCK HERE I COMEEEE

i will write the most epic plan, and create the most epic characters and write the most epic story i have ever written!!